So I am full of unspoken fears. I am afraid of and never told anyone of the following
– I am not good enough to be in my chosen profession
– Any day day my ex will swoop in and once again screw me over in our custody arrangement and I loose my kids
– I am not good enough to be Dom’s sub
– I am an utter disappointment to my family and parents

Despite these at times crippling fears I wake up each day, try as hard as humanly possible to make the world a little bit better. True sometimes I go to bed in tears, at least I gave it my all and desperately try to dispell my fears that are just below the surface.