As an author I enjoy writing and reading tragic love stories. These stories have a great tension that keeps one compelled to keep reading. Also, you know that at the conclusion of the book or story will be reasonably happy ending meaning the two lovers find each other.
In December I was able to publish my book in Kindle! I am so very excited, please take a look and let me know your thoughts,
Thank you for reading,
This is an excerpt from a joint writing venture, this is what I wrote…
It is dinner time. I am told to go clean up and make sure my holes are ready for use. I make my way to the appointed bathroom. Taking care to lotion areas that need it for future use, and also properly cleaning all holes. I take a moment to reflect on all that has happened since my arrival. Then realize that I need not dwell on it, Sir will let me process at home with him. I quickly finish up and report to the dining room.
The table is set for the Dommes. Sir is seated at the head of the table. I am told to get on the table and to not disturb the dishes. I climb up and lay down as instructed. My ankles are cuffed and chain to each side of the table, my hands have the same done to them. I am now spread eagle naked on a dining table. I look up at Sir searching for support. He looks on with interest.
My learning journey has been fraught with challenges, like all of us. I am finding as I have gone past the 40th birthday my learning has accelerated. I am now learning how to accept myself and be proud of myself for things I have accomplished and things I have been brave enough to try. There is truth in the saying sexy is an attitude, it’s not just lip service (no pun intended). Here are a few things I have learned recently:
What does it mean for me to give you my submission? This is a question that been weighing heavily on my mind lately. So I decided to put into words what have been in my heart and mind.
My submission means:
Ya know there is a difference between being a sexual submissive and a doormat. I am only that way in location and it is my choice to submit, it also means I am a person with thoughts and feelings that have value.
I work in a male dominated industry and therefore I am always viewed as someone of lesser value because I simply have boobs. Why should my thoughts have less value just because I am a woman? I do not think they have more value; they are and should be equally weighted as my male counterparts. You might be surprised how well organized my thoughts actually are. I bring value, I bring perspective, and I bring creative solutions.
I speak my mind and I am labeled a bitch or hard to work with. If I show the slightest bit of emotion or express an emotion I am dismissed or it is trivialized. Males can state their minds and they revered and honest and forthright. If a male expresses emotion they are deemed sensitive and compassionate. This is downright misogyny at its finest.
Even the most well intentioned people can be dismissive of another, even those they care about. We all reach the breaking point. I did yesterday. Today it still hurts, I wish like no other that it did not still hurt, it was not intentional and I know that. Sometimes the unintentional slip shows what is beneath, and that my friend was shocking.
I had coffee with a dear friend yesterday and during our conversation I was struck by the fact that we all have self confidence issues. He is a strong and amazing man with a generous spirit. It was a humbling reminder that we all have these issues not just women. To all the amazing men out there, you are respected and valued. To all the amazing women out there, you are respected and valued.
Keep on rocking!